This book was a hot mess. I'm not sure what I was expecting, but the disjointed ramblings of a strange boy-man wasn't it. This book is missing the compelling emotion if Beautiful Disaster. None of Travis' issues are dealt with or addressed...instead they're glossed over or ignored. Beyond that, the writing itself is a mess. "She kissed me like she was starving and there was food in my mouth." uh no. just no.